The smile which hid everything...and then some.
The anchors which grounded me...throughout my trials and tribulations.
The pressure was insane...I never thought that I would survive it. But I did, because of family, my hubby, a very good friend, an understanding boss who allowed me to confide in her and never broke that confidence and the kindness of strangers, both here and in a country far, far away.
I love you both so very much.
Love without conditions...my Ayah and Ibu.
My life was literally saved by the kindness and compassion of "a league of extraordinary gentlemen", a few of whom have never, and probably will never meet me. It is through their kindness, their compassion, that I am able to keep my sanity, to again be me...
Amal...a candle in the wind.
So to Ayah, Ibu, Acik Ujang, Adi, Sue, Amira, Maureen and Amal, thank you for standing by me through it all. To my hubby, thank you for loving me, even when I was just a mere shadow of the woman you married. To Mr Liow and the gentlemen from Mandom of Japan...thank you so very much from the bottom of my heart for this "second chance" at life.
The reason I live...
Allah, I know now that You have always been there, guiding me, loving me, always loving me, even when I doubted You, even when I raved and ranted like a mad woman, even when I was at my worst. I love You.